2 months into the tour

"Aj you know what today is" i asked him.
"No what"he said
"Ok i think i'll leave know" i said as i started walking away.
"Hey you get your butt over here sweetheart" he said.
"What if i say no" i said.
"Then you won't get this" he said.
"what is it" i said.
"Come over here give me a kiss and you'll get it" he said so i walk over.
"Ok i'm over here"i said as i gave him a kiss.
"Happy aniversary baby"he said.
"Thank you" i said.
"Open it Open it" he said as i opened the box.
"O'my god it's beatiful" i said.
"It's a forever ring it has your name and my name carved in it" he said.

He couldn't manage to get his sentence out b/c i jump on him and pushed him down on the couched and kissed him. He was surprised after 2 months being together we were getting serious and i felt that in my heart and i felt it in him also.

"Wow aren't we miss agressive" he said.
"thats my thank you towards you" i said.
"You know what tonight were gonna stay in a hotel and um they want to know how many rooms to order and um"he said.
"How about i stay with you and um we can do alittle sumtin sumtin" i said.
"You know i was think that but umm do you think your ready" he said.
"i know i'm ready all i want tonight is you and me in the same bed together and you holdin me tight." i said.
"Well in that case come here"he said as he kissed me deeply.
"Excuse me you two but Aj you do have to reherse for the show tonight"said Kevin
"Oh sorry" i said.
"It's ok Baby will finish this later" Aj said as he and kevin walk away.

I was so happy that Aj gave me that ring the day was going so well. Aj and I were going to have a romantic evening and it just be the two of us. I was never planning it not to happen but it didn't.

"Excuse me but do you know were Aj is" a woman said.
"Ya he's rehersing know my i help you" i said.
"Ya tell him his girlfriend stoped by and that she wants him to call her or just tell him Amanda stopd by" she said.
"Ok i will"i said as i felt my heart starting to crumble when Aj came walking in.
"AMANDA WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE"Aj yelled.
"Seeing of you of course, No you scrame so i can be with my man"Amanda said.
"DON'T YOU TELL HER WHAT TO DO" he said.
"Why not it's not like your with her b/c you can't be your with me"she said.
"Not anymore and you know that and btw i am with her so you watch what you say"he said.
"I'll do what i dam well please and your mine and thats it so tell that little bitch good bye or i'll make her do it myself."she said as i ran out.
"Ally wait,"Aj yelled. "LOOK WHAT YOU DID GOD I LOVE HER MORE THAN I EVER LOVED YOU GET OUT OF
HERE KNOW"
"You just kidding yourself about her she alonly wants you for your money andd you know that"Amanda
said after she kissed him.
"Get away from my man dumb bitch never again will you touch him you got that he's know mine and i love him more than anyone else will so get away and if i see you lay your mouth on him again you won't beable to put on so much makeup ever again"i said as she stormed out of the bus.
"God Ally i'm so sorry i never..."As i interup him.
"Aj you told me you to were over god why did you lie to me tell me were gonna do this together we were gonna have a special night tonight"i said as i started to cry.
""I never lied to you once Amanda feels that were still together i told her that i loved you more
than i ever loved her."he said.
"I'm sure you do,"i said. "you told me that everything  was gonna be fine and not to worry about Amanda but i can't stop know i'm gonna be worring even thou i trust you i love and trust you but i don't trust her."
"I understand that and what you don't love me anymore"he said.
"I do love you you have to remember that and i love you from my heart thats now broken b/c of Amanda and what she said to me before you walked in"i said.
"I know i feel the same way if Sean came back but believe me Amanda would never come between us
again."He said as he came near me.
"Please don't i need some time to heal and i need to think this all threw but now matter what i still love you."i said.
"Ok i understand I'll see you later"Aj said as he walked away.

I felt so bad about what i told him but not what i said to Amanda. I know she was his true love but i thought i was supposed to be that know. I just couldn't stop crying my heart was just to broken down when i saw her kiss him and how he didn't let go. I felt like crap b/c it was like what happened between me and Sean again all over but just the begining.